Saturday, 21 April 2012

Baby Gurlzzzzz


Hello And Assalammualaikum, Bloggers!
Lama tak update blog berhabuk ni. #HAAAAACUMMM! Maaf, Bersin.
How are guysss? I? Okay, so far so good. I guess.
Just, agak penat sebab jadual pack gila, #poyocamfemes. I mean studies, tution bla bla bla.
But, know what this week cammm " USED-TO-BE-MY-DIET-WEEK " lah, but ehemmzz what to do,
Nafsu makan kemain melampau, so yeh i managed to just tak makan malam lah, sebab ussually i memang gila banyak doh makan malam. So i try my hardest best lah ;)
And, Everything was under control. Tak ada lah pengsan ke mati ke sebab tak makan malam kan.
Muahahhahaha. #eviil laugh.
Btw i guna my own lappy now, ;') im so glad cause tak payah guna lappy mama yang kecik dan sangat merimaskan okay. Neways, Thanks mum sebab pinjamkan your lappy.
Heheheh so ahh, gmbar atas ni dh lama actually before smpai beijing i mean dalam flight.
Using shyra's iphone. Al-maklumlah saya pengguna blackberry 9870 yang comel okay.

So, till we meet againzzz readers! gtg now.
Byebye ♥

Thursday, 12 April 2012

Love.

The best feeling to share, is about Muhammad Amirul Hafiz Bin Idris aka Naughty-Boi.
Lately, we've been fighting so many times and i dont know why. Maybe its because of me.
I never feel this way. I mean the way when he treat me, and i think he feels the same too.
He treated me well. He's great. He took a very good care about me. He'll always here beside me whenever i need him. Unfortunately, the way i treated him was diffrent. The way i talked to him was so so so bad.
He's the only guy ive ever met that dislike calling " Aku kau" with his girlfriend. And trust me, He'll never look at me once i call him " Wehh, aku.. Kau ni... " never.
Ive tried my best  not-to- treat him that way but hmmm.. I dont know whats wrong with me. Maybe i dont desserved him. I know that he love me so much.
Sometimes, I wanted to let him know that I dont wanna loose him. He is maaa everything!
But.. ego control's me. I love you so much, Hafiz. Im sorry fr everything. for what i did towards you. The way that i treated you. Im so sorry ! 

Sincerely, Me. 
Your-Stupid-Girlfriend.

IM BACK JACK'ASS

Hi bloggers , Readers! and etc etc.
It has been awhile i didnt update my blog. The reason why it happend is because i dont have much time to spend typing this blog, share my stories or anything.
Are you guys okay? Alhamdulilah, Im good. XD
I gotta have to spend much of  my time studying, going for tution, doing my revisions and yeah, staying up in the middle of the night reading books, and homeworks!
Not enough time for me to waste my time loggin facebook, twitter , hang out with friends, oncall till late night, gossiping here and there, andddddddddddd  so on. #counting days to spm.
No matter what, I have to collect so many A's as much as i can. But ATLEAST , " ATLEAST I HAVE AN A " I started to realized that now, I am seven-teen y/o. I have a lot lot and a lot of thing to do .
Im no longer a 3 or 4 or even 5 years old kids who dont even care about her life. Im getting older and older..
So yah, im the only child so my mum give her " full atenttion " to me. And only ME.
Ive wasted so much of my times doing nothing. So i got  2A's for my UPSR. #MY-BEST-YEAR-EVER
okay no worries myra, you have PMR. You gotta do it and make us proud. " Okay mum "
And i got only 1 A for pmr. And the rest is still LULUS. Ive dissapointed my family, expecially my mother.
My form 3's full with enjoys, and love-storiessssss. And im so lazy btw. I dont want to studies. I'd rather going out with my close friends than sitting at home alone doing my revision.
Overall, Form 4 was suck. I'll never forget the moment when i got 4 (G's ) for the last examination.
So yeah, Spm is everything. "EVERYTHING" so that i can proof to my mum and my family that im not like they think. I have to fight , And i dont even care about what people talked about me.
I'll never give up. And never did the same mistakes as before. I have life, I have my family. I have to do it.
So this is the result for my 1st intervension.

This is not my best. I knw i can do it much better next time. So ive failed again.

"I believe in myself. I will, Insya-Allah "