Thursday, 12 April 2012

IM BACK JACK'ASS

Hi bloggers , Readers! and etc etc.
It has been awhile i didnt update my blog. The reason why it happend is because i dont have much time to spend typing this blog, share my stories or anything.
Are you guys okay? Alhamdulilah, Im good. XD
I gotta have to spend much of  my time studying, going for tution, doing my revisions and yeah, staying up in the middle of the night reading books, and homeworks!
Not enough time for me to waste my time loggin facebook, twitter , hang out with friends, oncall till late night, gossiping here and there, andddddddddddd  so on. #counting days to spm.
No matter what, I have to collect so many A's as much as i can. But ATLEAST , " ATLEAST I HAVE AN A " I started to realized that now, I am seven-teen y/o. I have a lot lot and a lot of thing to do .
Im no longer a 3 or 4 or even 5 years old kids who dont even care about her life. Im getting older and older..
So yah, im the only child so my mum give her " full atenttion " to me. And only ME.
Ive wasted so much of my times doing nothing. So i got  2A's for my UPSR. #MY-BEST-YEAR-EVER
okay no worries myra, you have PMR. You gotta do it and make us proud. " Okay mum "
And i got only 1 A for pmr. And the rest is still LULUS. Ive dissapointed my family, expecially my mother.
My form 3's full with enjoys, and love-storiessssss. And im so lazy btw. I dont want to studies. I'd rather going out with my close friends than sitting at home alone doing my revision.
Overall, Form 4 was suck. I'll never forget the moment when i got 4 (G's ) for the last examination.
So yeah, Spm is everything. "EVERYTHING" so that i can proof to my mum and my family that im not like they think. I have to fight , And i dont even care about what people talked about me.
I'll never give up. And never did the same mistakes as before. I have life, I have my family. I have to do it.
So this is the result for my 1st intervension.

This is not my best. I knw i can do it much better next time. So ive failed again.

"I believe in myself. I will, Insya-Allah "

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