Monday, 23 April 2012


Hi semua, Hi hi dan hi.
Harini hari paling gembira bagi " Aku" , Aku rasalah. Sebab sepanjang sehari ni kitorang tak bergaduh langsung
Bukan apa, aku nak " try " jadi yang terbaik, and paling perfect untuk dia. Tak salahkan kita berubah perangai
dari negative ke positve? #Pkjap.
Aku rasa cukup la saki baki berbulan bulan tu kitorang dah bergaduh bagai nak rak, bermasam muka,
Jeling sana sini, broken heart, tacing dan lain lain. Hidup ni, bukan lama sangat. Masa itu emas#pepatahmelayu.
So aku rasa harini aku berjaya buktikan kt dia yang aku nak berubah, aku sayang dia and aku nak tunjuk kt dia yang aku bukan perempuan yang dia pernah kenal selama ni. Aku rasa aku berjaya buktikan.

Dia ni sangat kuat jeles, dan aku faham " sebab " apa sebab aku pun berperasaan sama macam dia.
Sangat-boleh-dikatakan-comel if dia cakap dia jealous, dia akan mengaku. and dia akan suruh kita pergi kt orang tu, even dengan artis sekalipun. Sebab dia ni "unik" dia seorang yang hargai orang yg dia sayang dan dia suka tunjukkan kan orang yang dia ni " sweet" even depan kawan kawan rapat aku. Muehehhehe #malu
Kitorang sangat suka bergaduh, dan.. tak pernah stop untk mencari kesalahan masing masing.
Kitorang habiskan masa berbulan ni, dengan bergaduh je la. Kalau nak tahu.
Tapi aku ni perangai dia pelik sikit. Aku sagat cepat terasa, paling aku terasa if aku pangill dia, dia macam tak pandang or buat tak tahu or diam tak bercakap dengan aku, dan masa tu aku rasa aku nak.. mhmm.. nak menangis teresak esak.

Dia " aku" tak perfect, Sekurang kurangnya kitorang " Bahagia "


Saturday, 21 April 2012

Lovely Dovey


Hi.
Thanks to " Gita " Friends of mine who is so rajin to cuci all those pictures.
Hey! Back again silent readers! Taktahu nak update apa dah, Ni je la pun. Hehehhehhe.
Alhamdulilah, We're still together until now. 
Eventhough kitorang almost everyday gaduh gaduh gaduh, even selalu jumpa, selalu sama sama but gaduh mesti gaduh memang takkan boleh stop nak bergaduh.

But, Until now i cant stop loving you, My hafiz. 
Dah text panjang berjela cakap " bye la, break semua " tapi mhmm,I tak bermaksud mcm tu
Im sorry baby! Kita sama sama ada silap dalam relationship ni, tipulah semua salah you. And tipulah semua salah i, berpunca dari i kan. Kita kena pandai pandai handle and settle kan maasalah kita sendiri.
You're so sweet ohh ;') Love it bila you cammm " idk, cakap pasal kita depan my friends, rasa cammm k you was awesome dude! hahaha Im proud of you btw :3

And, Thanks sebab jaga i selama ni. I mean mcam pergi tution, jalan kaki harihari.
Panas, hujan, ribut, jalan kaki together , I know memang cam nampak " sakaiss gila dorang tepi jalan, basah basah, berpeluh, hujan, cm sengkek je, cm tak ada duit la apa"
Jalan kaki pun salah? dah bersyukur dah ada orang yang sanggup datang rumah gf, amik gf, bawak gf pergi tution. Dah aa gf tu, demand habis. Heheheh, I lah tu.
I appreciate you My boy. Serioulsly. But sometimes i was like "  pergh geram gilerzz dengan this boy, rasa cm na sepak sepak muka dia " heheh but sometimes i rasa cm alahaai so cute la this boy, boyfriend siapa ni. Dah lah sadorrrr~ k tu geli k. Nyampah i, muhehehe.

Mhmm tu je la kot nak cerita buat masa sekarang. Bye


Baby Gurlzzzzz


Hello And Assalammualaikum, Bloggers!
Lama tak update blog berhabuk ni. #HAAAAACUMMM! Maaf, Bersin.
How are guysss? I? Okay, so far so good. I guess.
Just, agak penat sebab jadual pack gila, #poyocamfemes. I mean studies, tution bla bla bla.
But, know what this week cammm " USED-TO-BE-MY-DIET-WEEK " lah, but ehemmzz what to do,
Nafsu makan kemain melampau, so yeh i managed to just tak makan malam lah, sebab ussually i memang gila banyak doh makan malam. So i try my hardest best lah ;)
And, Everything was under control. Tak ada lah pengsan ke mati ke sebab tak makan malam kan.
Muahahhahaha. #eviil laugh.
Btw i guna my own lappy now, ;') im so glad cause tak payah guna lappy mama yang kecik dan sangat merimaskan okay. Neways, Thanks mum sebab pinjamkan your lappy.
Heheheh so ahh, gmbar atas ni dh lama actually before smpai beijing i mean dalam flight.
Using shyra's iphone. Al-maklumlah saya pengguna blackberry 9870 yang comel okay.

So, till we meet againzzz readers! gtg now.
Byebye 

Thursday, 12 April 2012

Love.

The best feeling to share, is about Muhammad Amirul Hafiz Bin Idris aka Naughty-Boi.
Lately, we've been fighting so many times and i dont know why. Maybe its because of me.
I never feel this way. I mean the way when he treat me, and i think he feels the same too.
He treated me well. He's great. He took a very good care about me. He'll always here beside me whenever i need him. Unfortunately, the way i treated him was diffrent. The way i talked to him was so so so bad.
He's the only guy ive ever met that dislike calling " Aku kau" with his girlfriend. And trust me, He'll never look at me once i call him " Wehh, aku.. Kau ni... " never.
Ive tried my best  not-to- treat him that way but hmmm.. I dont know whats wrong with me. Maybe i dont desserved him. I know that he love me so much.
Sometimes, I wanted to let him know that I dont wanna loose him. He is maaa everything!
But.. ego control's me. I love you so much, Hafiz. Im sorry fr everything. for what i did towards you. The way that i treated you. Im so sorry ! 

Sincerely, Me. 
Your-Stupid-Girlfriend.

IM BACK JACK'ASS

Hi bloggers , Readers! and etc etc.
It has been awhile i didnt update my blog. The reason why it happend is because i dont have much time to spend typing this blog, share my stories or anything.
Are you guys okay? Alhamdulilah, Im good. XD
I gotta have to spend much of  my time studying, going for tution, doing my revisions and yeah, staying up in the middle of the night reading books, and homeworks!
Not enough time for me to waste my time loggin facebook, twitter , hang out with friends, oncall till late night, gossiping here and there, andddddddddddd  so on. #counting days to spm.
No matter what, I have to collect so many A's as much as i can. But ATLEAST , " ATLEAST I HAVE AN A " I started to realized that now, I am seven-teen y/o. I have a lot lot and a lot of thing to do .
Im no longer a 3 or 4 or even 5 years old kids who dont even care about her life. Im getting older and older..
So yah, im the only child so my mum give her " full atenttion " to me. And only ME.
Ive wasted so much of my times doing nothing. So i got  2A's for my UPSR. #MY-BEST-YEAR-EVER
okay no worries myra, you have PMR. You gotta do it and make us proud. " Okay mum "
And i got only 1 A for pmr. And the rest is still LULUS. Ive dissapointed my family, expecially my mother.
My form 3's full with enjoys, and love-storiessssss. And im so lazy btw. I dont want to studies. I'd rather going out with my close friends than sitting at home alone doing my revision.
Overall, Form 4 was suck. I'll never forget the moment when i got 4 (G's ) for the last examination.
So yeah, Spm is everything. "EVERYTHING" so that i can proof to my mum and my family that im not like they think. I have to fight , And i dont even care about what people talked about me.
I'll never give up. And never did the same mistakes as before. I have life, I have my family. I have to do it.
So this is the result for my 1st intervension.

This is not my best. I knw i can do it much better next time. So ive failed again.

"I believe in myself. I will, Insya-Allah "