Im sorry cause ive keep telling stories about me and hafiz lately.I knw its very boring -________- watch someone keep talking about his boyfriend. I knw how some people being so bicthy when they read my post about my boyfriend, Who the fuck cares?! Well, atleast i have something to update, kan kan kan?!

Uhh yeah. There's nothing special about us, but can you imagine you leaved someone , and one week after you're in a relationship with another guy?i mean a new guy. Well i knw, no one can accept ths thing! yes, but its about feelings man! you knw wht, you feels so special when someone who really cares about you, who'll text you every second, minutes and so on?! and someone who suddenly makes your life better than you could imagine it would be? have you been in tht type of situation?!

Yeah, you'll never knw how i feels. A lot of people keep saying " why why why why myra, you're so jerk and bla bla bla,  talking bad about me, perli me here and there , non stop. How do you feel? In this situation i knw i should trust my self, and him. They cant judge me! so yeah. I make a hmm... a veryvery big dicision, and i believe in myself that he can change my life, and he'll make me happy, insyaAllah.

Day by day, we knw each other. We became so close! we're like bestfriends, and enemy in the same time, no such thing as malumalu and so on, everything changed! What i love about this relationship is, my mum likes him! i mean alot, usually she's not like tht, she's so so so fcking diifrent since i met hafiz. We became so close and we're always share secret together! thank god. I just cant imagine how i'd be without hafiz, maybe one day he left me alone. Wht should i do? you guys didnt knw how i feels. I mean how we feels each other.

Have you guys imagine tht your boyfriend will sleep at your house with your family ? going back together after kokorikulum? eat together in one plate?! watch movies, dvd and tv together with you mum? going for dinner with your boyfriend's family? going for jogging for almost every week? laugh, play, like a kid together ?

And having breakfast, lunch and dinner in the whole day? can you guys imagine how i'd live without him?!

Taraaaaaa, we're share everything! told you we're so close.

Just to let you knw that, he mean a lot to me. Like seriously he was. Ive been wondering one day we'll be seperated. Maybe for plkn or anything about distance. I knw sometimes we will always get into a little fight and sometimes, a veryvery big fight.it'll always make me cry and I'm so afraid of losing him. I dont wanna lose you, like seriously i dont. Well, i knw maybe im too young to talk about a serious relationship or even jodoh. But wht i wanted to tell you guys tht i really love him. No matter what happen, i'll always love you bro! remember this , If you're the right guy. You wont leave.

Asalammualaikum.

Sincerely, Your fat-girlfriend.