Harini 13 december, Oucouch cepatnya masa berlalu hikhik.

And now dah masuk 14 of dec, Its 2016 am baby. And im still alive! Thanks allah :)

Baru habis supersavers dengan apis. At first kitorang kan suka merepek as usuual gelak gelak semua.

Then apis bagi ibu dia cakap. Awwwwwwwww rindu ibu dia actually hehe joke :p

And and you know what im cyring right now. Because im happy. But somehow, Im sad. Aku fikir fikir punyalah fikir.Aku bodoh sangat ke? Am i too stupid fer tht? Why dia asik ckp pasal ex aku tu? Aku lebih sayang kan ex aku la apalah. Wehhh, sumpah tau aku sayang muhammad amirul hafiz bin idris. Tu je.

Tapi dia macam tak nampak je apa yang aku buat. Can someone please tell him that i love him so much more that anything else in thes wide rawwr world? can you pleaseee? :/ Please? Im begging you dear people.

Apis, myra sayang apis takkan tak nampak? Nvm sooner or later you'll see tht i love you more than you love me, Ill prove it to you one day, insyallah. 

But now, Im sorry for everything. I dah banyak kali mintak maaf kan ?! I dah cakap i salah, i jahat i ego but please dont'chu ever mention about ex! Please?! 

And btw i pun ada perasaan jealous or jealous and yes im jealous tengok nama EX you dalam purse you till ada lagi, dah 2 kali i ternmpk without pegang or check apa lagi yang ada dlm prse you. 

You check my purse right? even almost harihari you pegang my purse and my phone.

Ada text on call or gambar ex i ?! Ada i cakap pasal ex i depan you? ada i stalk facebook ex i depan you?

Hell, I tengah jaga hati you now sayang, tak nampak?!

I buat blog baru sebab i fikir dah banyak benda dalam blog tu and i have to end up like thes.

Tak nampak lagi ke? As you can see, Semua blog ni warna biru? its your fav colour kan sayang? I text you i call you i keluar dengan you like always tu semua tak nampak lagi ke yang i sayang you?

Even we're new but i rasa dah hidup dengan you macam dah 5 years plus plus kot.

Kita keluar, you duduk rumah i dgn mamanenek, sampai pukul 1 pagi baru balik semua tu.

We're too close amirul hafiz.

And about i tak percaya you.

K, i dah cakap I trust you. But mesti ada risau kan?! K i percaya you 99% . You knw, selama i lepak and kenal dengan you, pernah you tgok i check your phone? pernah i check inbox? sent messages?

missedcalls received calls? pernah i pegang your purse? pernah i geledah semua?

Bukan unfair, yes you can check my thing but i just nk cakap if i dah cakap i turst you, thts mean i trust you. I nak you fikir sendiri, k if i tak percaya you why i tak pegang je phone you? comeon, kita boleh exchage phone semua kan? and why i tak sibuk check yr purse? 

Hey, i pun ada perasaan jealous. I lagi suka diam, i tak suka explore sbb i takut i jumpa benda yang lagi mayakitkan hati i if i baca text you or chek your purse. So if i cakap i trust you thts mean, i betul2 trust you

And i sedih oh. Mcm apa yang i buat utk you, you mcm tknmpk.

Sumpah i sedih sangat sangat. I ni teruk sgt ke?!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :'( 

And please sedar yang perempuan yang tulis blog ni, yang berada di sebelah you ni, sayang you sangat sangat okay. Please wake up amirul hafiz!

You pandai jaga hati i, pujuk i, manjakan i, Teman i, semua tu. Its worth it you know cause i love you so much. Hear that? I love you so much.

And start frm now on, please dont mention about my ex or even your ex. No more ex, or else you'll regret something in yr life. Byebye and bye.

Last. I sayang you, and please trust me! xx

Your girlfriend,

Myra.